
“Listen to me, you’ve got this dark pit inside you. I know. Believe me, I know. But that doesn’t mean you have to fall into it. You don’t have to be a monster…It doesn’t matter what you are. It only matters what you do. It’s your choice.”

I wanted to believe, so badly. It’s so damn hard to do this, what we do. All alone, you know? There’s so much evil out there in the world, Dean, I feel like I could drown in it. And when I think about my destiny, when I think about how I could end up… I needed to think that there was something else watching too, you know? Some higher power. Some greater good.
SAM WINCHESTER MEME: ☮ favorite traits [¾] – smart, knowledgeable, curios, creative, geeky.
• We begin to know Sam as the ‘geeky brother’ in the early episodes, but then we notices more and more he’s generally interested in knowledge, curios, he tries to pursue a higher education, has an eccellent memory (even if sick) and he can easily concentrate. We also know from Dean - and because we see it - that he can draw and, all together, is just plain smart and bright.
we must bring our own light to the darkness. nobody is going to do it for us
#no matter how okay sam acts #no matter how fine he seems #this is always an underlying thought #and yeah he may push it to the side #he may cover it up #because he needs to be strong#he needs dean to know that he can hold his own #he needs dean to feel some level of freedom #and if that takes shoving this shit where the sun don’t shine? #fine #but don’t let his sassy smirks fool you #this is the baseline #his greatest insecurity #and there is nothing he can do about it #so he smiles and has hope #because he has to #this is why i am baffled that people were shocked he would give himself in the trials #of course he would #it would mean redemption #it would mean saving /so many/ #and who is sam winchester really? (via Samilarities)
the sam winchester meme; ✿ favorite quotes about sam [4] 4. I spent time in that walking corpse of yours. I know your sad little thoughts and feelings. Here’s what I remember: deep down, in parts you never let see the light of day, you want to live a long normal life away from creepy old things like me.