Title: You Are The Happiness I Seek
What if God gave Castiel one powerful wish? 

Castiel hears a distant whisper, he feels it in his skin, an itch he can not find. It grows a little everyday, a distant but warm voice, familiar and beautiful but he can not remember who it’s from. His longing for it terrifies him.

“You okay, Cas?” a voice, it’s clear and it makes the little voice go away, makes him feel happy, every corner in his mind lit up with that voice.

He realize he’s laying down feeling the soft caress of the blanket above his body, strong arms enfolding him in a hug. He turns his head to where the voice belongs and find the color of the forest after the rain staring at him with concern. "Yes, Dean.“ he whispers, letting out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding. Yes, he’s safe with Dean, finally with Dean, nothing matters because Dean is happy here with him.

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Will you still love me tomorrow?

Dean is happy.

The apocalypse is over and life is throwing them the regular ratio of one monster to more than one hunter. Sammy - his baby brother- is safe and not a cozy prada for the devil to wear for prom, even better, he’s going through with his dream of becoming a great lawyer and this time Dean will not crash through the window to demand Sam for another fucked up Family Business shit.

Best of all, he gets Cas to stay.

Yes, he’s happy.

The problem is, Dean doesn’t do happy. He will always wait for the other shoe to fall. Because life? Life doesn’t give you apple pie without taking it back because some God damn son of a bitch ordered it before you and it’s the fucking last pie and…

Yup, Dean doesn’t do domestic, happy life.

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